TIRED OF FOOTBALL

juz finish my regular 60 minutes futsal evening game. like always, im tired of my style of playing football. or should i say, futsal. I've tried so many techniques of playing, yet i felt so stupid coz not improve after all this while effort. Maybe :

1-because of shoes. using the unsuitable one. or like malay girl say," kasut jalan"

2-becuase ive got no talented at all

3.- i am super not cool like they always said..

u know, when u r a footballers in my previous school, u've been call a hero. chicks like u alot coz u famous. being a school footballers is equivalent to a rock stars as in adult world-my world rite now

hey. do u know that being a really guy in my world is to master the skills of playing football or else u've been acting like somekind of jerk in the futsal court?

do u know that if u dribbling ball with weird way, some other cool guy-(one with which scored the ball straight to the goal post everytime had a chance) will call u a " boooooo"

sometimes u should think how great it is to be a woman

talking bullshit . silly