Monday, March 8, 2010


I have friends namely yakuza,mot, shukri we all live under one roof at prisma perdana. For yakuza, man.i miss u so much man. Where r u rite now huh? Last time a heard about you, you performing haj at mecca. Well man, I wish you all the best.. don’t forget to pray for my success.. hell im scare with the coming academic result..

For mot, yea dude. I know we lived outside college for all this years rite..we’ve been selected and hell yeah, we r the chosen one. Remember that we have to walk miles away to get to lecture hall from our home at k3? Relax mann.. I know we tougher than tat.. it was nothing compared to our experienced living in the dirty bushes at blok 7. and now we have to wait maybe 6 months or 1 year for them to look after our leaking pipe at prisma. That is our holly favorite toilet afterall..relax dude.

For shukri, man..please sleep at your place man! I know mot have a real comfortable katil to sleep with. A convenience pillow and a nice looking color- warm blanket. ya I know but sorry dude- I cant stand to watch mot sleep like threatened mice. Yesterday I saw he slept at his study table and now I see mot lying besides a big-size sleeping awie. Man..

for me-...em.?maybe later

damn im lucky

recently my dad just being promoted to ASP- precisely assistant superintedant. yes, my dad is a policeman.and he waited for 20 years to be promoted once. OH !There he is, eating ayam curry my mom cooked this evening. He just arrived home with his 2nd hand BMW car he just purchased. I tell u wat- this car is an awesome-black car, with solid and shiny body, the one which any man cant resist to take their eyes off it. And me? Im writing this- to fill an empty moment while waiting for my academic result here at my room.

Sounds arrogant? Naaah… im just shared some of my tiny happiness seeing my dad have some achievement in his life. Believe it or not, his 20 or 30 years life in his occupation as policeman didn’t bring much effect in his life rather than tiredness and dullness. When I was a teenager, form 4 or 5 I cant remember- I have seen series of event watching my father absents from his duty for the sake of “sukasuki.”.. my mom went worry then asked him y he keep doing that bad habbit since he’s old alraedy..then he said with none of expression at his face-that it is all useless. He will resign at 55 by the way(and that time-he already 50) .Plus, he keep complaining that all his hard work was taken for granted by the higher rank police officer. Could you imagine being in the same position for the last 20 years? Oh, please.. for the sake of God-nope, this is not my word.that was my dad’s word.

Seeing my friends driving their own car make me feel jealous. I don’t have a kind of family that can support me to buy my own car..
- make me feel confused whether want to blame my father, or to put a joy on it because only me have this kind of situation…



Sunday, March 7, 2010

toe-key kongsi fatchoy

ive decided to choose the green color as my blog wallpaper because to reminiscing my teacher-cikgu jamil who teach me bahasa malayu while im at standart 3. He said "hangpa pagi2 caghikla pemandangan warna hijau. tenang hati. sedap mata memandang. dan yang paling penting bagus tuk mata.ingat pesan aku nu"

well, i dont hope my blog to be read by everybody or my friends. i just hope that someday, when i get old,or when i get hit by double decker express bus while riding my motorcycle, or when i get brutally murdered by my friends coz insisting not to buy them bigMc at 2 a.m in the damn morning- i hope perhaps my family or my precious one will read it someday if not today.

here i will wrote every moment that i see, i experienced, i felt, because i know this will be sort of a "time machine "for me to get young again. well -im 22 this year. its a remember able moment for me.

yesterday was a day when the chinese resident at midah making noise with their fireworks and thunderclap that remain in action for about 1 hours. Then from angry-we turn out to be suprise with how they made it possible to buy all the stuff since 1 thunderclap is a bout 150 bucks each.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010


at the end of my 1 hour-alraedy paid internet service, ill write about my hometown- holiday experience. I asked my bro about his sports achievement at school. he snapped me with a sad emotion when he told an exactly the same story as mine when i was about his age.made me sad when he said that he couldnt manage to success in the hokey selection made by teacher in-charge. then i ask about football, was he made it to represent school? again he gave me a disappointed look, said that the selection alraedy made by teacher, and the selection was held since he was standart 4-( now he is standrt 5). i dont know whether or not its just my damn nonsense feeling but i can feel the anger of him for not been given a trust to get one of the position in school sports. I went ridiculously sad with a sudden tear dropped at this damn eating table while we waiting for the ordered food to come. It was a tom yam restaurant and lol, hell no im going to cry.

wop. no. i quess i should go now. ..