-very unlimited-
jarang aku lupa makan. bila aku lupa, maksudnya something is distracting/attracting ? me and it happening rite now when im suppose to have my dinner set in my table with milo ice besides it. yesterday, i mean 8 years ago, i had'nt have any meal for sharp-one day kez i am very focusing myself to get a green light transfer from the school i hate to the school i long dream myself about. both are boarding school. both are good. but the idea is tat when you set something for so long to achieve, dont waste ur time on the second option or you might regrade it later
and it causing me to had a grunting stomach pain in the middle of the night-with my dad besides-in the car-while driving me home
"asal kau tak makan...la.. jom pi kedai makan. " then i said to him it is shocking- even to me/ or my realization / whatteverrr /that i forgot to take my food. silly lilly
skang aku tengah focus mendalami ilmu penulisan...lupa dinner tak padan dengan perut yang bukan main kedepan.hehe
Sunday, May 6, 2012
mariano rivera and me.

-resilience , The ability to recover quickly from illness, change, or misfortune; buoyancy-
it is 5.58 a.m in the morning and i think of something to write. lookin down at my webpage i see forbes magzine with a new title call mariano rivera. inspire with the story- i shared it here. he was a 42 years old baseball player, who is widely considered one of the greatest pitchers of all time. 3 days ago he had a freak accident which tore the ACL and meniscus in his right knee.
Less than 24 hours later, Rivera was back in the Yankees’ clubhouse, on crutches with his knee heavily taped, smiling, laughing, entirely upbeat and looking forward to the future. “I am coming back,” he told the New York Daily News and other reporters. “Write it down in big letters. I’m not going down like this.”
he had motivate me in so many ways. How we deal with failure can shape the rest of one’s career. One of the points I made in the piece was that it’s sometimes said in the sports world that the most successful athletes are those who recover most quickly from disappointment. I can think of no better example of this than the recent case involving Mariano Rivera.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
ramlah ram feat sleeq
lagu ni mak aku tak suke sangat.lol.yang peliknye aku suke plak. sleeq memang terbaik . depa bakat muda yang ada potensi besak
Thursday, May 3, 2012
post ini untuk ibu saya dan ibu2 di malaysia
-hargai mereka-
balik rumah cuti kalini aku spend more time towards hearing the thoughts of my mother. yes there she is - sleeping besides my 13 years old brother-in the livin room-of our very own house. in front telivision to be precise. take alook at her. she look exhausted just to have a decades of years growing me up. now she just got her pension- it's been 2 months now.
this two three days we have a little time together. we sit down at the dining table-we chat. we have a great mother and son time out. sometimes a had to hold on my tears kez i dont want to ruin that moment you know.. moment when she's being truth to me and to herself. i can sense that she's feeling a little upset of realizing of how fast the time can get. all of a sudden, when she struggling herself to feed me, to give me what i want, to put a money in my account just so i can have my supra shoes-all of a sudden her company send her a latter saying "puan, just to informed you that your 55th birthday is comin up, and by that time perhaps you prepare to say goodbye maybe to this carrier and have a really good time at home. we wish you luck and we really appreciate your contribution all this while"
to me it sounds good. i mean she never have to rush to office 8 o'clock in the morning anymore. she can stay out of a fussy client that keep coming on to her office till late evening..nope. she dont have to do that..
but no. her responsibility is beyond your typical though. she is now thinking of how can i get my food, my shoes, my money to the state where it was before....thats when my tears comin out. i had to hold it. .
and of course /because of that , from that moment -i love my mom even more. i just know that my mom is the best mom in the world. and this statement is exclusively because i am the son of her. and i wish i can ask Allah s.w.t how much is it? how much love that the mother have? to her children .because one can never know how much. and i shed my tears in the middle of the night knowing tat-how can i enjoy chasin after some beutiful girl and treat her an expensive bouquet of flower knowing that i have my mom at my back givin me my money pocket.
balik rumah cuti kalini aku spend more time towards hearing the thoughts of my mother. yes there she is - sleeping besides my 13 years old brother-in the livin room-of our very own house. in front telivision to be precise. take alook at her. she look exhausted just to have a decades of years growing me up. now she just got her pension- it's been 2 months now.
this two three days we have a little time together. we sit down at the dining table-we chat. we have a great mother and son time out. sometimes a had to hold on my tears kez i dont want to ruin that moment you know.. moment when she's being truth to me and to herself. i can sense that she's feeling a little upset of realizing of how fast the time can get. all of a sudden, when she struggling herself to feed me, to give me what i want, to put a money in my account just so i can have my supra shoes-all of a sudden her company send her a latter saying "puan, just to informed you that your 55th birthday is comin up, and by that time perhaps you prepare to say goodbye maybe to this carrier and have a really good time at home. we wish you luck and we really appreciate your contribution all this while"
to me it sounds good. i mean she never have to rush to office 8 o'clock in the morning anymore. she can stay out of a fussy client that keep coming on to her office till late evening..nope. she dont have to do that..
but no. her responsibility is beyond your typical though. she is now thinking of how can i get my food, my shoes, my money to the state where it was before....thats when my tears comin out. i had to hold it. .
and of course /because of that , from that moment -i love my mom even more. i just know that my mom is the best mom in the world. and this statement is exclusively because i am the son of her. and i wish i can ask Allah s.w.t how much is it? how much love that the mother have? to her children .because one can never know how much. and i shed my tears in the middle of the night knowing tat-how can i enjoy chasin after some beutiful girl and treat her an expensive bouquet of flower knowing that i have my mom at my back givin me my money pocket.
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